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Hi, Saloma here (:
Khalya is too busy to update cos she's talking to Melsa
HAHAHA Yes Khalya, kill me now

hahahahaha.. Seriously this is like the first time i see her being a keeper. 

See how adorable she looks [:


Hahaha.. This part is damn funny lah. Her head is like so small.
The helmet is like damn big hahaha.. cute to the max sia [:


She paisey already don wan to look at the camera [:

Hahaha. this is really damn cute lah.. Suee.. Aku tau kau tengok. bagi comment tau [:
hahaha. 
And Natasha, you want the pictures rite? Here it goes.
Will be waiting for a thank you from you soon arh [:
hahaha..

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RYAN I HATE YOU TO THE FUCKING CORE.. !!! ARRGHH.. Why sia she say like that bout her. She also donno her. Doesn't mean all the crescent people are bad. Natasha is really a nice person. I love her sia.. you can't just say that bout her. We have been buddies for 9 years and now, you said that kind of stuff to the person i love. I'm saying this to everyone.

ANYONE. ANYONE I KNOW OR DON'T KNOW BETTER NOT SAY ANYTHING BAD THAT WILL HURT NATASHA, I SWEAR I'L BREAK SOME PARTS OF YOUR BONE. AND RYAN THAT WAS JUST THE STARTING. I ONLY GAVE YOU A FEW PUNCHES. THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU, I THINK THAT WILL BE THE LAST TIME YOU LIVE. FUCKING ASSHOLES. I DON'T NEED YOU GUYS LAH. YOU CAN JUST SIMPLY FUCK OFF OKAY !!  I MEAN WAT I JUST SAY. I LOVE HER AND I WILL KILL YOU IF YOU HURT HER.

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Okay, todae is quite a bad day for me. Starting of the day was okay. Me and Stacey talked about (NI). its was like so fun lah. We like talked and give comments to her photo which is in my phone than she took my phone and ran and stuff like that and expect me to run for it. i will. NOT. i know she won't do anything to it. We are friends for 4 years seh. Of course i know her. So suddenly got a msg from Jose. Like so oh my devil. So my mood started to get worst from there. Her msges was so irritating. I hate her man. I don even remember who she is. And her together forever phrase. So disgusting to me now. Nothing last forever. My life is so sucking since my grandmother passed away. Haix. Wats done is done. So got training today. Trained alot. fun much. Then i lost Sophia's picture. Lucky i didn't lost (NI)'s picture. I'l shout my lungs out if i did. Anyway, Suee was like telling me that it's impossible between me and her. I just don't wanna argue so tried to just ignore her in a polite way. So after that i went to meet some outside friends. There were taking pills. And for me. No No. I don't take those stuff. But i smoke a lot today. Its like as if i was really stress. Well, i am actually. I keep thinking of her. Ways of getting close to her and stuff like that. i really wanna win her heart man. She's like everything to me now. I love her now and always. till the end of my breath.

I'l work for it,
I'l wait for it,
And i'l also earn for it.
i'l do anything to win ur heart.
You're everything to me.
And i love you.

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 Todae school was like fuck in the beginning. My class was scolded early in the morning ?! Wtf. Anyways, during PE we were punished. Well not that bad just for two rounds around the hockey pitch. After that we trained for hockey during PE, cause its a must. Then got hit by a ball. Damn hard man. But hav to bear wit it. The match is tomorrow. Haix. So after school rushed home, bath and then went to hockey training. Wow. Tired man. Run a lot and trained a lot. Tmr match would be difficult. Ouh, and todae Mr Brian was like complimenting me all the way, was so bad cause there are also other keepers and he was like hurting their feelings. But still i was happy cause it means i'l be in the team for sure. So have to get ready. Anyway, later going out wit Jose, her friends and my friends. I donno wat they are up to, but i am coming down. Jus for a while cause i have to bunk in early. Have to get ready for tmr. Haix. Still have to do my homework. okat gtg. bye [:

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I hate it.. They seem to be just using me.. I help them in everything tat i can but, they seem to be ignoring me when they are happy.. Like so wat the fuck.. i prefer living in my own world..
I so miss Stacey.. OMG !! two months of suffering.. I can't take it man.. Hope i get to talk to her soon..
I so miss her.. She's the person who will talk to me went i'm feeling down or sad or fuck up..
Urrghh!! How i wish that me and Rach are closer.. She's like the best person to talk to so far..
I hate it ! i hate it ! i hate it ! i hate it ! i hate it ! i hate it ! i hate it ! i hate it ! i hate it ! i hate it ! i hate it ! i hate it !
I  SO HATE IT WHEN THINGS LIKE THIS HAPPEN.. How i wish i have a guardian angel.. to always talk to.
And ouh.. just fought wit my mum.. Its so unfair to me.. My sis can like joke wit her by shouting and stuff like 
tat but went it comes to me she beat me up.. Wat the fuck is wrong sia.. Everything is against me..
Really need to relax my mind man.. I'l try my best to talk to Rach.. Hope she understands.. I really need to talk to her.
Nite all.

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Jus came back from the chalet an hour ago.. Omg.!! Its the most fun chalet ever.. Really enjoyed it like totally.. Everyone got closer.. Which was cool.. Then we bbq.. And then went out and smoke for quite a few times..
 Or not few.. Haha.. And then at nite around 1 am we went to walk around and saw those  gays.. Well, we were at Changi.. So yeah.. Anyway we all didn't sleep, we were awake all nite.. And then around 5 to 6am, went we jus send Kenah to the bus stop.. We went to the Changi Hospital.. The one most people say haunted.. Seriously.. There's totally nothing there.. Then after looking around, we went back to the Chalet.. Some of us slept for an hour then we have to check out already.. Since everyone was hungry, teacher drove us to the Changi Village to have breakfast.. Rite after that, me, Rachel, Bee Juan, Siew Kheng and Siew Peng went to K Box.. It was my first time there.. But i really enjoy it.. Its fun and interesting.. its like making you feel so damn happy.. And totally forget ur troubles.. okay.. Tats about it then.. I'm so tired.. need to go to sleep.. will be going out again tomorrow.. [:

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Why must  "certain people" make me angry early in the morning arh.. Haix.. Fuck care lah.. I don think she knows wats she talking about.. Cause i got a lot of the same fren names and i donno which one is her fren but nvm.. Will find and DELETE.. If that makes her happy.. Today i really donno wats going to happen..If i were to go to Satcey's Party and she's there.. I don think i want to go.. Its like wat the fuck wit her already lah.. I really donno wat she wans.. Haix.. FUCK HER SIA... Everytime also must find trouble wit me why sia.???
 
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 Haix.. Wats the use of having LJ if you are going to hide all the things you are writting.. Stupid rite..?? 
Well privacy maybe.. Wat the fuck lah.. Haix.. I really donno wats happening but i really want to wash my hands off all this.. And don want to create anymore problems already lah.. Enough is enough.. And hey.. RACH.. If you are reading i want to tell you that.. I really don like you already okay..Sorry if i'm making things hard for you by writting it in my LJ but, you will be happy anyway rite.. I really don want you to think the other way round.. Now you know the truth..?? There are rumours spreading to my people that you ..................................... I'l tell you once i meet you.. I won do anything till i find out the truth from you okay.. I really am treating you as a fren, not more not less.. So hope you know where i'm coming from..(:
I really want to be JUS A FREN OF YOURS..  Okay..??? (: Hope to you get wat i'm saying.. 
And hope you get enough rest after the camp so we can meet at the party.. 
Good Nites..

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I donno wat to say already..its obvious that she hates me.. But why..?? Why must she?? Thought we are frens??? Haix.. Ireally don wan to think anymore.. Jus have to clear everything.. i really donno if she really told Ryan anything.. But really..i have enough of this.. Really arh.. And RACH FOR GOODNESS SAKE WATS OVER IS OVER..   i have really been thinking already.. time to stop thinking and react.. Rach sorry for wat i did last time okay.. PLEASE FORGIVE ME LAH.. haix.. this is really making me feel miserable sia.. Fuck it lah..

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Yesterday, i didn't sleep a bit. I called Rach and when i was talking to her i was like shivering all the way.. Haha.. Very wierd, but i really have no idea why.. Haix.. Anyway  it was quite some time since we talk on the phone.. Miss her loads.. Okay enough about yesterdae.. Todae when it was like almost 12.30pm then i use the computer..And all the while i was just makin use of the guitar to occupy my time..  As i could not sleep.. Okay, i came back at around 7.15pm. i went to sunplaza.. bought ingredients that are needed to bake the cookies Stacey wants for her birthday.. Haha.. she funny sia.. My birthday is earlier than her but her reaction is like as if her birthday is much much much earlier than mine.. I don really care about my birthday lah actually except for this year cause Jose is buying for me something i always wanted.. Other than that, i know no wan will buy for me anything.. And as usual will bake my own cake.. Pity me.. Yup i guess Jason, Junior and the rest are making a recording of me and giving me as a birthday present.. Its really cool lah.. But seriously rite.. I nvr liked my birthday.. Its nvr been anything.. But i'm goin JB this tuesday.. I want to buy stuff for myself.. And mayb buy something for Stacey also lah.. Anyway gtg.. Good NIte..

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today i woke up at 5.15am because i gotta meet Stacey.. Since i was grounded we haven been talking much so we plan to meet for breakfast at six.. I was punctual and as always.. She's late for 10 mins.. we though that the mcdonalds would be open for 24 hours but we were wrong.. Since she was hungry, we went to coffee shop and eat Roti Prata.. Haha.. Haven been doing that for a while.. Miss all the funs we had together b4 i was grounded.. Being grounded is a totally different world.. Like for example, i hate playing computer, but cause i am grounded the only thing i can do is play comp.. Okay back to the story.. After eating we went to school.. and we had to do duties cause we are leaders and so we carried banches to the parade square.. Oh correction me not we..Haha.. Stacey didn't carry lah.. Anyway i think this year's teacher's day celebration is so boring.. Compared to last year and the years back.. anyway we wasn't really in class.. we walk around the school as if we are having our first year..Haha.. It was just totally boring lah.. Then after school accompanied Stacey and Nazurah to Peixin.. After that its the other way round to Xishan, but i asked them to go home first as i know wans i meet my old fren, there will be lots to talk about.. So they went home.. Lucky Stacey, rite after she go Ryan came.. I jus don wan trouble thats all.. Well i met her but i jus act as if she doens't exist.. Then after that me and my old frens talked to the teachers, and after that, we went out to go to one of our frens house.. but i went home.. I'm grounded wat ! Then after that i sleep till about 7 pm but still i'm tiired.. Oh..! i can't wait for my birthday.. I donno wat would take place.. But at the same time sad as i can't celebrate it wit the person i plan to celebrate wit.. I meant Jose.. Nvr will visit her for sure.. Well got to get some sleep.. Haha.. To tired lah.. Good Nite..

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Okay.. School was great only during essembly.. After that it was like shit.. we went up to class.. we as in me stacey, kenah and yasmeen.. Then found our tables and chairs all over the place.. i got so irritated because it was like the 4th time they did this.. They as in the fuckers.. Hua peng, Sean, Jinbao.. hate them totally.. They are just nonsense.. why must they do that..? Haix.. anyway, i don really trust the rest of the class, just the few of them that i'm close to.. But since our mood was like 'okay' that time we didn't really care.. then went for recess.. when we came back the same thing happen again.. i got so angry and scolded them MOTHER FUCKERS.. But i didn't say in to their faces, just somehow in a way that they could hear.. And then the same goes to Stacey.. She and Kenah was angry also actually.. just didn't really show it out.. And then we had to go for guitar lesson which is in the AVA room.. we went up to the fourth floor and then, SO OBVIOUSLY.. Hua peng threw water balloon at us.. jus one but, its still something and it almost hit Stacey's head.. We didn't really persue the matter.. But went we were in class.. Me, stacey, kenah and yasmeen were talk about the previous class barbecue we had which was so unfair.. don wan to talk about it.. Anyway as i was saying, we were talking and talking even went the teacher was teaching.. Because we already understand and the teacher keeps repeating,so we just hack care.. then Hua peng shouted at us.. actually at stacey.. I was shocked.. Why was he shouting..? we wasn't even talking to him.. Then after that we stop talking and listen to teacher for a while till the lesson ends.. Then, sean not perposely hit a bottle at Stacey's leg , but he said sorry and then okay end already but after that jinbao interfere he say " he say sorry already wat?"  the stacey say i know wat.. Then, hua peng also interfere he say " not purposely wat?" then stacey say " i also not talking to you. Then stacey sit down and talk to me.. And then she told me wat actually happen then i say STUPID.. then jin bao was like, say louder  lah then i shout that word out.. An dthen hua peng came and throw me and stacey's table at stared at stacey and then went he looked at me i stand up and look at him back then he tired to bit Stacey i got hit first and then Kenah, while we were stopping him from bitting her.. But actually are guys surpose to bit girls?? And then jin bao interfere then i scold him off... And then ppl was like pulling him back as if he was so strong.. Let me tell you something.. HE IS SO SHORT, EVEN SHOTER THEN RACH AND HE FIGHT LIKE AN IDIOT.. OMG.. he fight wit me?? no way.. and i didn't bit him up at the spot cause it was jus funny for boys wanting to fight wit girls.. So i jus hack care and pick up our stuff.. I told their frens that if they were to do this again.. I am going to do something about it.. And then that was a deal.. it was lucky for them.. And also for STACEY.. she wasn't hurt.. anyway gtg.. Good afternoon..

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Well kind of had fun wit Stacey, kenah and yasmeen talking about the challet  thing.. Haha.. I really wish i could be there.. But just now in school, i realise that Sophia was looking at me again and again.. I didn't actually look at her till a fren told me that they saw her looking like almost every 5 mins.. So i tried to look at her whenever there's a perfect timing.. I realised that she keeps looking at me in a wierd way.. I donno why but i don wish to think as there's already enough problem for me to think about.. but really wish to be friends again wit her.. ( :  
After school had exambly followed by a meeting for leaders then i wanted to go home straight as i was grounded.. But a fren of mine told me that a person wans to meet me at block 280 so i went and i saw Ryan then i ask her wat she wans.. And she told me to ask Jose at that spot i ask her wat she did to Jose..? I was so fucking worried.. And cause i was grounded, i went home straight away and called her and got to know that she was in the hospital.. Her mum told me that she was on the way to meet me and suddenly she got bitten up.. i am really going to take revenge on this.. Seriously i hate ppl to do this to ppl who are innocent.. And now the person that worries me most is that person,i'm afraid if anything happens to her.. Haix.. And another bad news.. My beloved cousin is going to be in jail.. it hurts me a lot man.. I donno wat to do actually but just to take care of the next person that i know will be the victim of ryan.  Okay that's about it Good nite.

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todae school was boring really boring..Yup i studied but its jus boring for me..
Well after school i got detention.. So went to detention.. After that on the way back from school i saw Ryan so went up to him.. He tried to punch me..Its was really like wat the fuck.. We have been frens for nine years..! Haix.. Wat he think i did was to take away the person he like away from him..Actually he don really like that person i know cause we know eachother for nine years and i really know Ryan and at the same time, i too like that person.. But Ryan thinking is so out of the question.. okay..I told him that, that person won like him as that person prefers to be single now..And he got so angry and like tried to kick a fuss..I got so angry and then i too bit him back then we fought till a few ppl came and stop us..Then went ppl stop us, i stopped but Ryan still try to bit me i just went to him give him one strong punch and walk away.. Haix.. why must ppl like that person i like..? It's so irritating.
But for now.. I really appriciate and treasure that person as my fren as the both of us think that being frens are much better..Or we will jus fight.. I'l really sort things out wit Ryan..
That big fuck.. Gtg

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SO SO SORRY RACH..

I'M REALLY SORRY..

Really didn't expect all this to happen.. 
But still i'm happy to be frens again..
We already forget things so.. 
better now.. Hope she would treasure this friendship..Cause i promise i will..
Gtg..Nite (:

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I was busy yesterdae, wit my guitar.. It's tuning is different so, had the whole dae to make it right.. I didn't have time to use the computer so yea.. Anyway i used the computer at 11 pm onwards.. I got a msg on friendster from Rach.. Uurghh.. So irritated.. I donno wat she is trying to tell me but, she scolded me and say bad things about me then after that yesterday she was like tellin me that she didn't mean wat she say.. And stuff like that.. I really got confused and can't sleep till about 2 am in the morning.. Haix.. Why does she have to do this to me.. Why..? Really wanted to forget her but, she's already making her remember again and again.. Really irritated by her.. A lot.. Well honestly i still love her as a fren.. It's jus tat.. I don really know how to explain.. things are getting worse.. Idonno wat else to do but to find out the truth.. Hope she will do something to make me understand wat she's trying to prove to me.. Aniwae got things to do so.. Yeah.. Got to go..

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Okay.. Todae, i woke up early.. At around eight.. OMG.. It was so bored.. So i uploaded more photos in my friendster..
Then i watch the show " Material Girls" at around 11pm.. And it ended at around 1pm.. Then i continue using the computer .. I chat wit my Uncle which is in america for a while and then i went to my room.. Actually i was bored.. But, i remembered i bought my guitar to create my own songs, so i sit on my bed and try to make my own lyrics.. Actually it was hard finding for words but after the lyrics are done.. here comes the music.. Created my own music.. Its interesting.. This is my second song.. But the first song i just sang and every single other things were done for me.. By my band frens.. They create the lyrics, the background sound and the rest.. I really love music..its really nice if you really listen to the meaning of the lyrics carefully.. Its really a wonderful thing.. Well, beside's hating Rachel Ann.. My hobby is to listen to music.. It actually makes me relax.. I say this cause everytime i'm stress or fustrated and such.. I'll just listen to music or go out and have fun.. Aniwae about Rach  i will find a way to make her regret.. Mayb..? Cause at the same time i think its just a waste of time..Okay that's about it for todae.. Gtg

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Todae i wen home straight, it was drizzling.. And there's no where to go.. I had my english comment test and it was so easy.. i hate thinkin but during test i need to think.. Although its boring.. Ok, jus now in school was like different.. Ppl in class trying to be heroes.. Fighting and wacking each other which is a stupid thing to do.. And during recess some netball player's tryin to be frenly wit me.. WAT THE FUCK.. Tats lame and for now tats it.. I'm to tired and bored so i'm going to just play guitar till i'm really tired then sleep..Hahah..
 
HATE RACHEL ANN
FOR SURE..


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